After all, what should i say now? Happy? Hurt? Butterflies flying freely around me. Flying freely inside my heart. So how can i deny it? Afraid of HURT? Yes it is. That is the reason. The major reason for sure. Afraid of loosing someone that i love madly.
Seriously, sometimes i just want to give up to everything. Seems like i never get what i want in life. Is that so hard to get it?